
I’m doing an art project of her. Distorted-Realism. hehehe

Anywhere I go with my boyfriend, people stare and whisper about us. Just because I don’t dress feminine or have long hair, people assume that we are both male.They say “Oh, did you hear about that gay couple in our school?” and “Oh, did you hear about the fags?” We hold hands and hug before going to class like any other couple would during school. People say mean things and talk about us so I became more and more insecure to show affection to my boyfriend in public. But then I thought about it. Why should I change the way I want to be? People should stop judging us because we didn’t even do anything wrong. But even if we were both men, why should they care? We’re not doing anything to harm others.
People need to change the way they look at others.
It’s slows the shit out of my computer.
I’ve changed to opera. <3
so much faster :D
Even after a year and soon to be 11 months, I still get the butterflies in my stomach whenever I see Mason.
He is my lover and also my best friend.
I still think of him as whom I will spend my eternity with.
He is my prized treasure.
Everyday is worth living as long I get to see that beautiful smile of his and to hearthe sounds of his voice.
I still want to hold his hands forever if I could without ever having to let go.
I can’t believe I was so blessed to have someone as beautiful and wonderful as he is.
Even though we fight a lot and fall into arguments.
I love him.
I’d do anything to spend every breath of my life with him.

we have cy00t picz.
every time we hug..
every time we kiss..
it drives me crazy
my mind becomes hazy.
every single time I am with you,
it’s like a dream I never want to wake up from.
but then I think about how long this feeling would last.
what if something were to happen?
then what would I do?
you say you will forever love me.
You and I think of our love as a fairy tale.
But this is reality…
we never know what’s going to happen..
happiness doesn’t last forever
there is no such thing as a happy ending
I just want to do you do you,
underneath the moonlight,
Maybe it will heal you heal you,
on the inside~
I will always be your friend
No matter how long we don’t see each other
Even though things will never be the same
You are still precious to me
Even if you don’t think of me as a friend anymore
I will still love you
It’s okay if you don’t love me back
I wish you happiness
If you’re happy, I’m happy
I miss you -Susie-

I want to see him everyday like I used to
I want to do stupid stuff with him
I want to make more stupid memories with him
I want to sleep over his house every week like I used to
WHY
MUST
YOU
BE
BUSY
ALL ZE
TIME
make me so sad :C
I miss our faggish secret handshake
I miss your stupid face
I miss hearing you complain
I miss complaining to you
I miss yelling at you for doing things I don’t like
I miss the way you always trip over nothing
I miss the chinkiness of your eyes
I miss the sexist jokes you make
I miss you so damn much you don’t even know

you probably don’t even miss me
ㅠ____ㅜ 싸가지….
나는 완전 또라이다…
ㅠ_______________________________ㅠ
왜 나를 미친년을 만드냐?
아휴…………
what makes me mad is that it bothers me so much and changes the person i am
I’ve turned into one of those annoying girls posting their gay ass feelings up on tumblr ㅠ.ㅠ what’s HAPPENED TO ME
I need a life……………
or i should just go jump off a cliff :c
*SCREAMS*
only my tumblr followers will know my true feelings 3:
fml.